For Rent

“Location, location, location.” It’s not hard to find an apartment in New York City; it’s hard to find the right one.  We have our criteria listed, ranked and ordered, but a sweet apartment in a less than desirable location can up-end everything.  For example, I loved the newly renovated apartment with views of the Empire State Building, but Mike thought the “up and coming neighborhood” wasn’t up enough, as evidenced by the bevy of young men selling illicit pharmaceuticals out front.

The NYC rental market is a fast-moving game, and you look for a new place 2-4 weeks before you need to move, and in some cases just days before your move-in date.  It’s a brief but all-consuming hunt.

We wake up with apartments on our brains.  Over breakfast we scan Craigslist for new listings.  We talk about our criteria on the way to the subway.  While at work I mentally compare all the apartments we’ve seen.  And then, when work is over, we race all over the City to meet with landlords and no-fee brokers.  It usually takes about an hour to get to the appointment (ride subway, walk, check the map again, walk back).  We wait for up to 30 minutes for someone to unlock the door so we can spend 10 minutes in someone’s filthy apartment (seriously, unless it’s unoccupied, it’s usually filthy), then travel 15-60 minutes to see the next apartment.  All the while I’m praying and asking God for another housing miracle.

Perhaps the process would be slightly less taxing if we were open to using a broker, but we don’t want to pay the usual minimum of one month’s rent as a broker fee, on top of first month rent, security deposit, and the credit check fee to the landlord.  The upfront costs are expensive!

Our top runner right now exceeds my dreams for the interior of the home, but the location is not very desirable, though it is safe.  When we find a potential place, we walk around the neighborhood during the day to check out restaurants, shops, markets and parks, then go back at night to see how the neighborhood changes after the sun sets.  Mike wants to make sure I will feel safe and comfortable walking alone from the subway to our apartment building at night.

Lord willing we’ll have a lease signed within the next two weeks.

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Carless

Mike was right. He didn’t think my car would make it out to Colorado and back, so we rented a car for our month-long journey to visit ministry partners and attend our national staff conference in Fort Collins, CO.  My car stayed in Wilmington, De, where after it had a rattle repaired and two new key fobs, the transmission died in front of a firehall while my mom was driving it.

My car is now sitting in a mechanic’s yard in Delaware, waiting for the title exchange, and we are now carless in Brooklyn.  Mike says it feels a little unAmerican to be carless, I think it’s at least anti-suburban.

Hello Greyhound, Hello Amtrak!

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Campus Crusade for Christ has a New Name: Cru

One of the most anticipated parts (in my opinion) of our biennial conference in Fort Collins, CO was the announcement of our mission organization’s new name: Cru.

Our New Name and Logo

After nearly 15 years with Campus Crusade for Christ, I’m (Sarah) really grateful for a new name.  I love our mission and the vision and the centrality of Jesus Christ in everything we do.  I’ve served all over the world with the organization and look forward to experiencing the mission in the future.  I think the name change will help us be more effective in our mission of helping everyone know someone who truly follows Jesus.  Our mission remains the same.  Our dedication to Jesus Christ remains the same.  Our statement of faith hasn’t changed.  

Campus Crusade for Christ started as a campus ministry to college students but in our 60 years we’ve grown to more than 29 distinct ministries touching nearly every segment of society around the globe.  “Campus” is too narrow of a name for us.

“Crusade” is also problematic.  At our early stage in the 1950s “crusade” meant some kind of evangelistic revival gathering a la Billy Graham.  But these days our common language has changed and people now picture a sad, deplorable time in Christian history.

But what has surprised me is the controversy that has arisen by the absence of “Christ” from our new name.  Sadly, people erroneously think that it is an indication of a weakening of our resolve or determination to proclaim Jesus Christ.  This is not the case.  The news media, including Fox, Glenn Beck, and USA Today, have stirred up controversy with sensational headlines and commentary.  In announcing the name change, Campus Crusade’s official website has a section where people can comment.  Some of the comments are stinging, caustic and inflammatory, while others are asking clarify questions.

“Cru” is the name by which many of our local campus ministries are known.  I’ve never had to defend or explain our name to a college student, be they believers in Jesus Christ or not.  When I’m with students, I explain that Cru is a Christian campus group.  I don’t hide our commitment to Jesus.  I would imagine that our fellow campus ministries who don’t have the name of Jesus Christ in their name, like The Navs and InterVarsity, would describe themselves in a similar way.

I look forward to introducing myself as working with Cru.  If someone is unfamiliar with the organization, I doubt they’ll ask what it stands for.  Rather, I think they’ll ask what I do, which will open a door to exploring Christianity with my new friend. In the past, I’ve watched people shut down, harden their face, express anger and walk away when they hear our name.  I don’t think “Cru” will have that same response.

On Tuesday night Steve Sellers, our US VP (I was his assistant from 1999-2000 when he was the National Director of the Campus Ministry), took time to explain the heart behind the name change, the process the organization engaged to arrive at the new name, and the humble, prayerful attitude adopted by the 30 people asked to serve on the naming team (which represented the different demographics of the US staff).  The year-long research project included polling staff, donors (my mom participated in a telephone survey!), Christians who are not involved with Campus Crusade for Christ, as well as people who do not describe themselves as Christians.  After the year-long process, the name was approved by the Board of Directors.

We watched this video on the importance of words:

Meanwhile, those of us with smart phones, computers and iPads were twittering away with guesses, prayers, and anticipation.  Parents shushed crying babies in the back of the arena, not wanting to leave early and miss the announcement.  Nearly 5,000 of us sat at attention wishing Steve would simply get to the point: we were ready for the name change announcement.

Upon reflection, I’m very grateful for the way Steve Sellers made the announcement.  Yes, I tweeted: “Hope they make the announcement before the kids freak out! #csu2011.”  But Steve took a deliberate approach to revealing our name so that we understood that the decision was not an arbitrary one, nor was it a flippant choice.  It was a prayerful decision and those who took part sensed the Lord leading them to Cru.

Change is difficult for many people.  As one of the largest mission agencies in the world, we’ve built up quite a reputation as Campus Crusade for Christ in our 60 years of history.  We don’t take that lightly, but it became increasingly obvious that our ability to share the Gospel of Jesus Christ with interested people was hindered by our full organizational name.  Our founder, Dr. Bill Bright, recognized a need for a name change back in the 1970s, and his widow, Vonette Bright, has agreed with the name change.  You can see her discussing it in a video here.

If you have questions or concerns, please email Mike or me, or call us.  You can send us an email from this page by clicking “Contact Us” above.  We’d love to hear from you.

Some additional reading from Cru and some of my staff friends:

 

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Room to Breathe

Wide Open Fields in Wauseon, OH in 2010

Have you ever walked into a room or a situation and felt like you suddenly had room to breathe?  Perhaps you’ve experienced the feeling of being led into wide open spaces as your burdens were taken from you, like when an over-eager sky cap takes your weighty suitcases at the airport?  That’s how I felt when I read Psalm 9.9-10 while on the subway today.

Psalm 9.9-10 (The Message):

9-10 God’s a safe-house for the battered,
a sanctuary during bad times.
The moment you arrive, you relax;
you’re never sorry you knocked.

These words made me so happy. I reread them several times.  They’ve floated in and out of my mind, returning like a balm when my anxieties and worries reappeared.

There are three things that keep coming up in my thoughts; three situations where I feel powerless and am in need of God’s compassion and action.  All day this triad of trials circulated in and out of my mind, jumping to the forefront at inconvenient times.

But these words of grace, rest, and peace speak of God’s kind involvement in daily life while reminding me that I can trust Him.  Aspects of God’s character like His sovereignty, omniscience and mercy come to mind.  These verses seem reminiscent of one of my favorite Hebrew words which is often translated “hope.”  That word actually means “confident expectation, not constant anxiety… knowing God won’t pull the rug out from underneath you.”

As I get ready for bed, my “triad of trials” (hello drama) hasn’t been resolved, nor will these situations be resolved in the foreseeable future.  I have to walk by faith, trusting in God and His unfailing character and love.  I can relax in Christ, finding sanctuary in Him.

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Brussel Sprouts

I have unpleasant memories of sitting at the dinner table long after other people’s plates had been cleared while my Dad tried to coach, encourage, entreat and eventually threaten me to eat my veggies.  Brussel sprouts were one of those detestable food items which cost me precious TV hours and increased my time alone in my room.

Those little heads of cabbage would stare up at me from my plate, while their gag-reflex-inducing aroma wafted through the air.  Why anyone would want to eat them was a mystery to me.

So it was with trepidation that I sat down to dinner with friends in Brooklyn eight weeks ago and realized that nearly 30 years had passed since I last found myself staring at odd vegetable.  Here I was with new friends, in their home, with Brussel sprouts.   Would I eat them?  Would I gag?  Would I lose TV privileges and have to spend the next hour or so alone at their table with those sprouts?  And why are they named after the capital of Belgium?

Did you know that over time our taste buds change?  This is especially true when we are young.  One week a child may not like broccoli, but the next week they may love it.  Apparently, my taste buds have changed in 30 years, for now I like Brussel sprouts.  I ate them tentatively at our friends’ house.  And then, when I read how good they are for your body, how packed with vitamin A and C, fiber and other wonderful anti-cancer, pro-brain nutrients, I knew I had to give them another chance.

The big shock came when I was the chef for the Gale Family Mother’s Day Celebration and chose to put Brussel Sprouts on the menu honoring three generations of Gale Mothers.  One of the dishes I prepared was a time-intensive, though absolutely delicious dish with Brussel sprouts, balsamic vinegar and bacon (this link will take you to a similar recipe) though I used pepperoni since I didn’t have any bacon on hand.  It went over really well with Mike and the women in my family.

”"Then last night Mike made a stir fry with red and yellow peppers and Brussel sprouts.  Home run!  Filling, tasty, and he even threw in two turkey meatballs.

All this to say that I think I’ve finally made peace with my old arch enemy the Brussel Sprout. Perhaps tonight I will try them with Parmesan cheese.

 

 

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Lessons from 2 Chronicles

This morning my Bible-reading-in-a-year group read 2 Chronicles 28-31. And let me just say, “This reading group is so, so good for my soul!” The Biblical readings are good, and so are the meditations which Staci and Cici post.

This part really resonated with me this morning from Cici’s mediation: reality is that a spirit of prayerful worship is more internal than external. It’s about my heart first, not my actions. My actions and speech only reveal what’s really going on in my heart.

Amen to that! Sometimes others tend to know what’s happening in my heart before I do, for they HEAR what I say. I don’t pay consistent attention to what I say (yes, I’m an extrovert!). I can be like a ticking time bomb, emoting all over everyone, maiming them and leaving collateral damage. And unaware of what I leave in my wake.

Thank you for your mercy Jesus! Thank you for saving me from myself!

Sigh, good stuff.

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Frog In The Kettle

He behaved well in the eyes of God, following in the footsteps of his father Amaziah. He was a loyal seeker of God. He was well trained by his pastor and teacher Zechariah to live in reverent obedience before God, and for as long as Zechariah lived, Uzziah lived a godly life. And God prospered him. (2 Chronicles 26:3-5)

I’m still on track (well, I’m NOW back on track!) with my Bible-in-a-year reading group. Yesterday King Uzziah’s example stood out to me. Seems like a pattern with some of these kings that as long as their spiritual mentor was alive, they lived well in the sight of God. That made me think about the importance of having a Godly mentor walk through life with me, encouraging, correcting and holding me accountable to live the life God made me for… The life I want to live!

My big ‘ah-ha’ moment over the weekend was helped by my husband, time in the Bibke and my journal, and time to talk with my life coach Rhonda. She is a mentor to me. I need to be in community with people, talking about what I hear Jesus saying, or if I hear Jesus saying anything.

I also see how important humility and thankfulness are in maintaining a healthy relationship with God. Uzziah became arrogant and proud…Contemptuous of God. Sounds like a hardened heart to me. At some point he lost his values and priorities.

How easy to forget that we are in it not of it. Frog in the kettle, anyone?

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Alert

God is always on the alert, constantly on the lookout for people who are totally committed to him.

- Hanani to King Asa as recorded in 2 Chronicles 16.7-9

This verse stood out to me this morning and my thoughts keep wandering back to it.

snapshot of my journal and my Bible

Alert. Verses which come to mind:
1 Peter 5.8-10. “Be of sober spirit, be on the alert. Your adversary, the devil, prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. But resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same experiences of suffering are being accomplished by your brethren who are in the world. After you have suffered for a little while, the God of all grace, who called you to His eternal glory in Christ, will Himself perfect, confirm, strengthen and establish you.”

Colossians 4.2 “Devote yourselves to prayer, keeping alert in it with an attitude of thanksgiving”

Ephesians 6.18. “With all prayer and petition pray at all times in the Spirit, and with this in view, be on the alert with all perseverance and petition for all the saints,”

This isn’t the first time this word has stood out to me. November 10, 2010 I blogged about alert expectancy. At a women’s retreat in November 2010 I talk about alert expectancy from Romans.  It is a powerful word, and now it is appearing my life again.

Alert: fully aware and attentive. Swift, agile, nimble. Attitude of vigilance, readiness or caution, as before an expected attack. On guard against danger.

It’s an active word.  But I haven’t felt very active lately. I feel like I have been in a holding pattern, and I’ve allowed a state of passivity to infect my thinking. (Perhaps more on that in a future post.)

But today I’m ready to make a change, to stand on the alert, watching for my God, with my heart fully committed (again) to Him.

“Attention shoppers: Debbie Downer has left the building!”

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